sparklingrain

Abbie, Maybe it's the holiday season. Maybe it's the fact that I'm leaving Tulsa in two weeks. Maybe it's that it's 4:30 in the morning and I'm still awake. Who knows. Here's my point: I was reading some of my old journals and quite frankly a lot of them are super negative. I want you to know that the things I've said in those journals, that was an old version of me and shouldn't be taken too seriously. I never considered myself to be an unhappy person, but it reminded me that sometimes being a teenager sucks. You get your heart broken, you feel like your parents don't understand anything. I want you to know that stuff DOES get better. I get

It has been two years since I was last here.  A lot has happened in my life since that time.  I've grown and matured and gone through some life experiences.  Coming back was difficult.  This place reminds me of a "better" time, old friends, old circumstances.  I can't say it doesn't break my heart to read some of the things on my page, but I can say that those things made me who I am today, and I have little, if anything, to regret.  Writing has always been an outlet for me, and I'm very happy to be coming back to it.  So hello, old friends, and may many more come! Shea

Hey everybody!!!  I'm back!  It's been so long.  I graduated this year...that was crazy.  I work full time now.  I run a lab, which is great, since that's what I went to school for.  Still have my writer's block, but I think I'm on the verge of breaking it!  It's so awesome to see everybody again!