Abbie,
Maybe it's the holiday season. Maybe it's the fact that I'm leaving Tulsa in two weeks. Maybe it's that it's 4:30 in the morning and I'm still awake. Who knows. Here's my point: I was reading some of my old journals and quite frankly a lot of them are super negative. I want you to know that the things I've said in those journals, that was an old version of me and shouldn't be taken too seriously. I never considered myself to be an unhappy person, but it reminded me that sometimes being a teenager sucks. You get your heart broken, you feel like your parents don't understand anything. I want you to know that stuff DOES get better. I get stressed at life, but life is a beautiful, beautiful thing. We have parents who love us more than anything. Your younger brother thinks you're the sun and your older sister thinks you're pretty nifty, too. I want you to know that if you EVER need to talk about anything, I'm here for you anytime, day or night. No question is too small, no problem too big to talk to me about. I love you soooo much <3